do we really chose Him

to say YES means we say YES to HIS WAYS and trust HIS WAYS. Even when it's messy and goes against everything that makes sense in our heads.
What if He takes things away that we hold close?
What if He needs us to leave?
What if He needs us to stay put and love with humility?
What if He needs us to suffer great pain?
What if He needs us to give up our place of comfort?
What if He needs us to lose our Home?
What if he needs us to lose our jobs?
What if through all of it He promises to pour His peace, strength, and love on use daily.
DO WE STILL CHOSE HIM?